Unchained

Unchained

Yesterday, I found out something that I really want to know since the day God had answered my prayer.

There's some part that I can't understand, but need to be accepted.

 Yes, I accepted it, with the question in my heart.

Let God take control as I said to myself, and i guess it is the best way, and that is on 2011.

Yesterday, I found out the answer to my question, after three years.

 It's only a matter of time.

Everything happen for a reason.

Now I know what is the reason for things to happen in my that particular story.

Thank you God, Jesus Christ and Holy Spirit. :)

Sometimes, I thought what best for me, is not exactly the best for me as God is the author of my life, no one know more about myself other than Him alone.

'Apapun yang terjadi di hidupku tak pernah di luar perhitunganMu'

i have this thought.. 

why do i need to work hard to get something or to have something while some people doesn't need to do so, they can get easily without facing the struggle..

deep inside of me know the answer but sometimes as I am so tired, struggling with downs and ups.. I tend to forget, but thanks God as the Holy Spirit always strengthen me with God's wonderful words..

'Kasih itu sabar'

'Love is patience'

By doing so I learn about patience, I spend more times with God, as I know I can not do this without Him.

My young aunt said.. biar Tuhan yang bekerja. She is so good in this particular situation, and I thanks God I met her in my life. 

So, let God takes control as He is so good and will never let my effort, waiting and prayer, as He is listening..

Everything will be beautiful in His own time. :)

Besides that, a reminder to myself..

everyone has their own downs and ups.. nobody is perfect. They may seem the one who got it all in some particular situation or field, but honestly, they have their own struggle too.

Only God and himself/herself knows about it. 

So, dear you..
 no matter what your struggle, right now, if you are tired, rest a while but don't quit.

1 Pet 5:7

Everything will be just fine as God is the best helper and healer. 

He is still writing your story, a wonderful story and unique in His own way. :)

Jeremiah 29:11