Two month... But, I still can't get over it. I didn't know why? Why can't the feeling just fade away? It keep on coming back to me, especially when the name appears in my friend list... This is really hard for me. Sometimes I keep thinking that maybe all of this just for a while, but this is reality. I didn't know how. But, my besties keep on telling me, just pray, keep on praying. Pray for you and for him. Prayer do keep me calm, it always does.
One day, I asked my friend, how to forget someone. I did realises it would sound funny to him, but seems like what he said was right. I can't forget that someone, but I need to accept what happen. It's all up to me to decide it. It's all depends on me. I'm the one who create my own happiness.
Everyday, I keep myself busy. But, I can't be busy for 24 hours. I always run from the truth... Then, I realises I need to face it. I know I can do it, maybe slowly it will fade away... I still remember what my friends say, let HIM heal you... I love that word. In His time, I will learn. 
not a very supporting idea.. but...
ReplyDeleteremember the other.. :D
remember the other?
ReplyDeleteEmm, i need time to figure it out,
anyway, thanks Bum. (^^,)