Stress!

January, 2015.

Second week of school and teaching, and I'm like rushing in everything I do.. My early vision is to have a smooth process in managing diagnostic test and screening test, before I proceed to teaching and learning session. It's not as I want it to be, it's far beyond my expectation, when I heard that I will be taking over the job, Bah.. sa cuba uat..sa cuba belajar.., as I had sit on that chair before.. and I think I had prepared myself, actually I am not, and it's so tiring. I pray and hope for strength, to do my job without getting stress. When I mention about stress, I remembered my friend asked me once, how I manage myself no to be stress with all the hectic task and environment.. All I can think about is praying. In prayer I gain comfort and strength, and no matter what the problem is, it taught myself to be patience and calm.. Honestly, I am only human, little human with weaknesses.. Sometimes I do fall, and hurt, and stress out, and as I reflect on myself, I guess it is a positive stress as it didn't make me want to give up, and stop, moreover it makes me to take a rest, and continue with a better perspective. Two kind of stress, positive and negative, one will help you and one will slowly make you fall.. 

Let us pray may God give us strength and wisdom in everything we do. :) One more thing, love.. when we put some love potion in everything we do, it will be better than before, try it, and you will know the result, it will surprise you in a good way. 

Life is how you define it to be ~ and now I am in the middle of 20 ~ and life is so different from where I stand right now, but one thing for sure, He'S never change, as He is the same from beginning until the end. His blessing overflow in my life, sometimes I didn't not see it, but when I realised it, that feeling, extraordinary, makes my heart shout, I am so thankful for everything. Thank you FATHER. :)