long pause..

December 2014

Recently I had this thought.. our life is a learning process, just like creating a unique song.

long pause.. as I didn't how to connect my thoughts haha ~

I am a pianist, and my song is the result of my actions, when I begin a new song, which I didn’t know the chords, I will be wondering what chord should I begin with, as from the past I knew that C will be a nice chord to begin with, so that will be my starter, and what should I take for next step in order to create a beautiful melody, it should be synchronize, it should be harmonize, it should match with the chords before it. All the thoughts should be the process of guess and check or orang kira bilang cuba, try. Test.. On my way creating a piece of music, it won’t turn out to be the exact tone as I want it to be, it could turns bad if I had choose the wrong one, or my music could miss one or more chords, but I still can try and correct my mistakes. How should I know my music is done? My best friend always says you will know it by yourself, and it is true, you will know it when you had done creating a unique song. J

Honestly, the songs that I had created not always a happy song, it could be a sad one, but it is still unique, as it is my melody, my own rhythm and I cherished it gracefully. J

Life is a learning process. Once you fail, doesn’t mean you will fail forever. J

Life is a gift. God give you opportunity to feel love, to be love and to love. J

So, give yourself a chance!

There is so many things ahead me coming in, I can’t see it right now, but no matter what it will definitely turn to be good. Once my friend asked me, how I can be so calm, no stress and said things like that.. All I could think of that time was Jesus and praying. I hold on unto what my mom taught me since I am just a kid. Everything I had learned from IKD, I didn’t remembered most of the lesson, but I do hold on unto things that I believe important in my faith. All the youth activities I had joined, it is essential for my youth season. I hold unto that, and with the help of prayers, Holy Spirit and guardian Angel, family and friends, I am what I am, and I do hope it will remain until the day J Honestly, I am not calm all the times, people who know me best will know, sometimes I do feel hopeless, and I can be grumpy too. Still there is always this faith in my heart saying Dd, God's in control, so don't worry. Moreover, as I said there's always angel in disguise who helps me to be still and keep on believing everything will be beautiful in His time. I need to say this I am grateful for having friends who accept me for who I am, as I am quirky J I knew someone who is so calm, she is my young aunt, and I thanks God for having the chance to meet her in a place so far away from home. J  

Jeremiah 29:11

I love the verse, as it gives me hope, peace, strength and shows how great is our God as He is in control. His plan for me to have a bright future ahead and all I need to do is to keep on believing and stay still in Him.

Ecclesiastes 3:11

Everything will be beautiful in His time. J

I always said everything will be just fine; it is only a matter of time.

 Honestly, I just found out this beautiful bible verse from my dear friend. I thank her for giving me this beautiful verse. It remained me that there’s always an Angel in disguise whenever I need helps.

I just love to write, it does help me to feel good. I do hope I can help someone through my writing, apa pun holiday is still on! Yeah!

Merry Christmas 2014!